Lilly • Oogi • Dua • Arale
Finding a way back to my babies
This page is dedicated to four beloved cats—Lilly, Oogi, Dua, and Arale—who are deeply missed and never forgotten. Together they are called LODA, and this is a gentle, hopeful place to keep their memory close while seeking a path back to them.
LODA — Together, always remembered
PERSONAL STATEMENT
Their story
This is my honest account of Lilly, Oogi, Dua, and Arale — together we called them LODA, in the order they were adopted since 2019. I am writing as their person, with a heart that is still trying to make peace with the silence left behind.
I know I am imperfect. I understand why the relationship ended, and I accept that some things couldn’t be repaired. What I need to say clearly is this: I never harmed the cats, and I was never a danger to them. They were my daily companions, my steady place, and the small lives I chose to protect and cherish.
When I tried to compromise and asked to keep two of them, all four cats adopted since 2019 were suddenly gone within hours. Their beds, furniture, toys, and litter were left behind, and the house felt like it had been emptied of its breath. The shock of that moment has never fully left me.
This website is my last attempt to keep their memory visible and to hold onto hope of reunion. I don’t have legal recourse. I don’t want conflict or blame. I only want to reach them again, and to let anyone who cared about them know that they are still deeply loved.
If you have read this far, thank you. I am trying to honor their names — Lilly, Oogi, Dua, and Arale — and to carry love forward without bitterness. I will keep listening, hoping, and remembering them as LODA, the family I still feel in every quiet room.
Open appeal
If you know anything
This is a gentle invitation to anyone who may have helpful information about Lilly, Oogi, Dua, or Arale — or anyone who simply wants to share a kind word. If you have seen them, heard anything, or can offer guidance, your message could make a meaningful difference.
Send a message
Tips, sightings, and supportive notes are all welcome. This is a gentle place to share what you know or to offer encouragement.
This is a visual contact area only for now. Direct contact details can be added or connected later.
How you can help
- Share any detail you remember — even small observations can matter.
- If you don’t have information, a message of support is still welcome.
- Kindness, care, and respect help keep hope steady.
Any kindness, information, or message of support matters. Thank you for reading and for holding space for LODA.